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14/06/2007 cuz of uI will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cuz my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I ve learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it s not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes I m forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn t even whole to start with I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you Because of you 12/06/2007 最近不停的面试,不停的演出,不停的被打击,再不停的把别人折服.
我的人生里只有在这里才是完整的.
我的头脑只有在这刻才是清醒的.
我的心只有在这瞬间才是属于自己的.
可以什么都不用想,专注在我该专注的事情里.
然后再把那些专注换成一张张红红的毛主席
我必须承认,尽管我万般无奈,
但是我爱这一行
(近几年流行没有T台的T台)
(一如既往混乱的后台)
______________________________________________ 很多时候会心痛,很多时候会做梦, 很多时候会喝醉,很多时候会无助 她/他们 我哭时抱着我说都会过去 我醉时扶我到床上帮我盖好被子 我穷时借我钱花 我淋雨时劝我说快点回家 我饿了给我做我最喜欢吃的带鱼和银耳汤 我发脾气却无尽的包容 陪我疯陪我闹,陪我叫陪我笑 想说感谢也许显得有些多余
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我仍然还是一个人在挣扎着,却不知道原因 我用全身的力气想要摆脱 我用所有的勇气继续生活 钱丢了.人没了. 就算现在我活得有些苟且 但是一切都需要重新开始 不再相信谁,不再爱上谁, 不再相信誓言和幸福, 不再傻傻的期待什么 我现在什么都敢做, 只要我觉得值得,只要我愿意 so fuck off everything i'm leaving 爱谁谁
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