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2006/3/19 aimless crook下课的时候学校里放了一首让我发怵的《明天我要嫁给你了》，现在我听着you raise me up，一首不知道被多少人翻唱而我也早想不起谁是原唱的烂歌，不知所言.
fuck off ~
TEM4 is approaching，他妈的，我现在想到这个考试头脑里反应出来的第一种语言居然是英语。大概是1个星期发烧退烧反反复复已经把我弄得人不人鬼不鬼。
昏特了～
很多人总是有很多问题问我，关于TEM4，关于我能不能毕业，关于我毕业后留哪里，关于我留在什么地方以后和什么样的老公结婚，关于我想生男孩还是女孩…还有好多完全不关于我的，比如从综合楼到宿舍到底要走几分钟。。
oh my god~
Maybe everybody thinks that I am a aimless people wandering the world,with irresponsibility and incuriosity.Being with a man,then consider that is a rivival which sounds rediculous and funny to some people.Perhaps they,these women,insist that once a woman wants to give everything of her life then she loses everything.The more the woman is dependent on the man,the much pain she must telerate,so she won't be a ourstanding leader in the world,people will never acknowledge her success no matter how hard does she achieve.
I am shamed of my behavior sometimes,I mean,the so-called optimistic attitude towards life.Someone like it someone does not,actually I do not care what they judge me.But how do I judge myself?
To be or not to be?
exactly,to be better or get worse?
what you gonna do young lady?No,the young-pretended woman?
Mum knows I've been wandering for several years,but she seems that she does not care.I don't care too,except I think of my parents.To potect them in my rest of my life is what I love to do and should do.Now the point is how can I protect them?with wandering?with a irresposible people?I never know how my parents think of me,and I won't ask,cuz I do not wanna be disapointed.
Tying to ponder all the problems on,I was tired.Putting all I pondered into practise,I failed.
But it's time to do sth,am I right?
whatever
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